So I am listening to the “itch” calls, and I am mortified at the level of transformation… It is near zero.
Sometimes I put the cart in front of the horses…
The insight on the two selves that unless they can become a team, no transformation can happen, came since I did those amazing Itch calls… so no wonder…
What am I talking about?
Your machine, your particular machine, was built on an incident, or better said: a decision you made (or accepted about yourself) as a child.
So far so good… but it doesn’t stop there.
There is a series of “therefores”… behaviors, that come from that early decision, and all of them are ugly. Fake. Pretentious. All try to fix what wasn’t true to begin with.
The invisible dynamics is a system. It is like a machine. A complex machine… It takes in life as it could be, and it spits out your life as it is, having sucked all the juice out of it. Really. That is the machine. As usual, I had to distinguish the difference for myself… the hard way. My strength deteriorated to the degree that I was having heart pain and exhaustion from just going from one end of the apartment to the other… So I started to mentally prepare myself to meet my maker, so to say. The weird stuff was, that Source answered all my “diagnostic” questions with no… not my heart, not my lungs, not this and not that… yet it agreed that I was dying… Weird, right? Then by accident I watched
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Itch, pebble in your shoe… two more invisible dynamics
I woke up with a start. OMG… The switch… or the pebble… or whatever I called it!
Knowing the moves of the machine, but especially the switch of the machine, is the secret to having a life that is less wretched less of the time
Correcting vs fixing or all illness is a racket
I don’t think I have ever really distinguished the difference between these two similar sounding activities… so it’s time.I almost didn’t make it…