Yesterday I used the free community van to get to two stores I cannot get to easily on my own.
Note: in the illustrations I am not taking sides. I am illustrating that there is confusion and disagreement in what is race, what is racist, what is racism, and what it does is it makes people rigid, lie about what they think, and vote for Trump… ugh.
The driver of the van, PhD in sociology, asked if it bothered me if he continued to listen to NPR radio ((National Public Radio)) . It was a public debate in Trump and if he was a racist.
I listened for at least half an hour, and observed that no one bothered to define what they meant by
So I am sitting here… and this wave of hopelessness washes over me. I observe my mind that goes and tries on different memes to make sense of the feeling. “No matter what I do….” the whining voice says. “It’s hopeless… give it up!” says the authoritative voice. “You are worthless… who do you think … 
As you know, I am a mad scientist. Mad, because I test things other people wouldn’t. Scientist because I talk, then test, then share it. In thousands of experiments I have developed a sixth sense. What you would call the truth sensing ability. It is a feeling that only develops after knowing a lot… I … 
I spent yesterday reading the novel the 1997 Dutch film (Character) was based upon. Of course they changed a few things, and the film left me in deep quandary. The title didn’t make sense. The whole dynamic didn’t make sense. So I read the book. Most movies’ ending is clear… this is probably only the … 
How Many Different Ways Do You Know Your Mind Keep You Trapped In A Dead End Loop Of Activity? I’ve told you about me, finally, awakening that there is a mosquito invasion in every window of my duplex. So I’ve … 
I listened to step two of the 67 steps, I think, the seventh time three days ago, and then again yesterday. The step is about evolution. Growth. What it takes to grow… personally. It’s also about being adaptable, it’s about …